descent

slowly
lowered into a deep and fluid pool
down and down
soft, velvet space surrounds me
padding me in delicate layers
losing my known senses
this body ceases to function predictably

you watch
I sense you there
breathing into me
as I am suspended in darkness

blind
this mind ceases now
instinct surfaces
there is nothing else
no thought
only pure will, desire
acting on impulses ordinarily controlled rigidly
this is me in my truest form
open
finally honest to my nature
freedom unleashed by removing the connection to the mind