menage a trois

it's surreal

we're alone on the loveseat
you're hands are on me
you're kissing me
softly but with the intensity I've come to expect from you

I want you
fuck, I want you
but we're not alone

you ask me if I want this
if I want to do this
with you
with him
that I don't have to
and I don't know what to tell you

yes
no

I can feel his presence here
somewhere
but my eyes are closed

you're gentle with me
but so eager
how do I say no?
do I even want to?

I climb into your lap
my knees straddle your thighs
you kiss me deeply
you run your hands through my hair
and when we break
and I turn
there he is
and he kisses me
softly
his hands enter my hair
as yours drop to my waist
he kisses my lips
as you kiss my stomach

surreal

time stops

and then I am standing
he is holding my hand
leading me to the bedroom
you are holding my other hand
following me
I look to him
I look to you

surreal
wispy fragments of time and air and space whirl around my forehead

in the moment it takes me to climb onto the bed
you are both half undressed

I'm so nervous

yes
no

but I keep looking at you
and you keep whispering sweet things to me
and I feel very safe and very desirable
I'm flushed with heat
I'm kneeling in the middle of his bed
you come to me
touch my face
look at me with love and longing
and you kiss me as you caress my hair
and then I feel
him
behind me
and I lean back
I feel like I'm falling
and he braces and embraces me
hands on my shoulders
my back
breath on my neck
soft kisses on my lips and skin
front and back
caresses by infinite numbers of hands and lips
warmth
heat
surrounded by men

surreal

and somehow I am undressed
my naked skin feels vulnerable
tiny terror rises in my throat
but I see your eyes
and your smile
I hear your quiet assurances
and I feel safe again
and feel the heat rise in my skin
as you gently lay me down on my back
and slowly part my legs
I can feel your breath
your tongue
I can hear you tell him how wonderful I am
extoling my virtues
telling him how you worship my body
but I'm lost in the sensation of many hands
and tongues
and breath

surreal

I throw my arm over my eyes
shut out one of my overwhelmed senses
I've lost which touch is you
which touch is him
you're both so careful with me
like I might break
so committed to my complete pleasure
I feel spoiled
decadent
wicked
and I know this is only the beginning

such complete and utter wickedness.....

Half Nekkid Thursday (one day late but better late than never so fuck off)

Half Nekkid (CAN YOU PLEASE FUCK ME ALREADY) Thursday

RANT

START RANT

Can someone please explain to me why men are so fucked up? (99.9% of the time, I talk to men....so that's why this is addressed to "men" only)

Why is it that bi-sexual women are sexy, and bi-sexual men are disgusting?

Why is it that a man penetrating a woman's ass or a woman penetrating another woman's ass or even a woman penetrating a man's ass is hot, but a man penetrating another man's ass is gross?

Why is there a double standard? It's stupid.

Sex, for me, is about pleasure; it's all about what feels good. I'm not limiting my pleasure to those who have a penis. Attraction is attraction. Period. I'm not limiting my pleasure to just my clit and my cunt. If it feels good, hell, you can fuck my earlobes.

Why are "hetro" men so threatened by bi-sexual men? Grow up.

Are you so grossly insecure about your own masculinity that you can't even entertain the possbility that sex is limitless?

Why do "hetro" men think women who fuck bi-sexual men are deviant?

Why is it such a huge turn-on for an FFM threesome, but an MMF threesome is perverted? Selfish bastards. In a two girl scenario, it's all about what the girls can do to YOU right? Guess what idiot, women have similar fantasies.....fuck yes I want two sets of male hands on me. If I'm with another woman, and we're with a guy.....and we end up touching each other while he watches....that's good? GRRRRRRR

I have had the misfortune to chat with a few of you homo-phobic morons and it pisses me off.

You think that two women eating each other out is fucking hot, but two guys sucking each other's cocks is a horror show.

I'm not suggesting we all "get bi." In fact, I don't give a flying fuck if you're bi or not. Just stop telling me that bi = wrong. I'm not telling you straight = wrong. So keep your fucking issues to yourself. I have morals, they just might not be the same as yours.

You think that I'm some kind of freak because my lover is bi.

And yet, it's cool and sexy that I'm bi-curious.

It's warped.

Open your minds......

Everyone, and I mean every fucking one of us, is curious. Even if it's only for a second. We have ALL thought about what it would be like to fuck or be fucked by someone with the same parts. Even if you've thought about how 'disgusting' it would be, how 'humiliating', how much you'd hate it.....well idiot....hate to break it to ya, but ya thought about it.

For those of you who don't like anal....why ask someone who does like it WHY they like? I mean seriously, WHY ASK THEM? You have already decided that asses are exit only. You have already decided that NO ASS can be scruplulously clean ENOUGH for you to put your dick or your mouth in it or on it. You have already made up your mind that it's not for you.....unless....god forbid....you might be...oh, I dunno....CURIOUS??? And oh, might I mention.....when you're going down on a woman.....ever notice that spot right below her cunt? Ya, dude, that's ASS...just in case you were wondering.

I'm fucking sick of homophobes and bi-phobes. I'm sick of judgemental closed minded assholes. Get into your little hovel and stay the fuck away from the rest of humanity.

Stop fucking judging me because I like sex. If you want to live in your little missionary position shaped box, go ahead. Just stop trying to cram me into it with you!!

END OF RANT

stop?

What have you done to me?

After 6 hours fucking you and I still want more.....

You're turning me into an animal

I sucked his cock last night.....ravaged him.....like a starving woman having her first morsel of food

Licked his balls....long lapping strokes with my wet tongue

Sucked him

Hard

Took him to his breaking point.....

and then I stopped

I grabbed my most powerful vibe

I let him watch me masturbate with this toy

the savage vibration tearing away at the aching soreness of my devastated clit

he stared at me

as I touched myself

gently at first but moving quickly toward a vigorous climax

yes, another.....even after all you put me through there was still.....one.....more.....

what did you do to me?

how did you get me so wound up?

I could feel it.....building....pressure

and a strong release.....

I came, not hard, but hard enough for him to see it

to watch it pour out of me

you did that.....you know......you did that to me

the sheets were wet again because of you

Every Pirate needs a Wench

Since I shouldn't post this on your "space", I'll post it here for you instead.......ready and waiting.........

Ride it like you own it

Thank you baby, you rode my ass hard and put me away wet....I'll be feeling you......the ache of where you penetrated me.....for days.......